A hope for you and him.

Everything have several challenges before it come to success.

Well, my Mid Autumn Festival not really goes as what I want,

but it's enough for me, since I'm attempt to do so.

Perhaps the angel want us to be more brave, to be more hardworking for facing these challenges.

Right, my beloved and my dear?

Okay

...

Today,

I make 2 wishes in front of the moon.

I assume that the moon already receive what I wished, hehe.

I don't care, the moon must help me.

My grandpa need your help, he need some blessing from you,

help him.... Please...

other than begging, maybe I can try to do more charity for him.

_/\_

:')

______________________________________

Finally I ate the 1st moon cake!

Thank you, Sushi!

:D

And of course your 4 moon cake for breakfast :)

I love the feel of sleeping while siting.

very blur, forget everything,

and the brain very comfortable...

Just sleep, just fishing with using your head...

BUT,

when the saliva drop down.......

HAHAHAHA!

爸爸的爸爸

你不懂那种感觉。

时间不是一眨眼的快，是你回想起来，才会觉得快。

当初的他，很健康，只是走路一拐一拐的，

还很健康地到园里斩草。

在认为每一天都会像平常那样地过的时候，

晴天霹雳的坏消息震了世界一下，

是震了我的世界。

他病得很严重，在生死入口处徘徊，努力地呼吸。

没有人晓得他是怎样度过在那里每一天的夜晚，

想起都觉得可怕。

眼睛湿湿的，泪水好像滑下几千几万遍，

嘴巴只能动半边，左边瘫痪。

医院的设备糟糕到像是在垃圾堆里的废物，

我不了解这些病人是怎么挨过的，

就连病床看起来就好像随时都会打翻，从高处重重地摔下来

全部都左右不平衡。

里面乱七八糟，

这间医院是要变成仓库了是吧？

我真的无话可说。

曾经健壮，肚子组成一团力量的他，

现在却瘦骨如柴，很无助，很无力地躺着。

我很蠢，他说的每一句，我都觉得很模糊，

尝试回应却惨遭摇头，我的答案不是他想要的。

只用自己的嘴巴乱讲一通安慰的话，祈望自己给了他要的答案。

他好像很满足，很满意。

好像微笑了起来。

我眼眶含泪水地看着，我只能爱莫能助地好好看看他。

帮不到什么，只是能看着他，希望他不会觉得害怕，不会觉得孤独。

要是我们从小能好好照顾自己，那就好了，

不需喝什么酒，吸什么烟，做一些为了一时爽快的事情。

别把自己的身体当玩具玩，辛苦的时候，

你不知道有没有人会愿意了解你，探望你，甚至关心你。

就算是亲戚，也都不是什么东西，也可能不理你。

那时，你就会好好地想··

Wisely when choosing your life, your decision affect your future,

you don't know is that possible will someone care about you,

is better to take care yourself from now on.

That's my lesson today,

and lastly,

I pray for my grandpa,

He's a good person, a kind person, and he din't done anything wrong,

he just love us, love the nature,

God, he will be fine. Am I right?

I wish you're there,

I wanna hug you when I was inside hospital,

I felt the sadness...

How's the life my grandpa now?

I think he's now sleeping or crying alone in the night, without moving,

is UNABLE TO MOVE.

Love!

'' You pull me out from the hole, and push me to the heaven. ''

I always tell you this.

You're the one who make me feel to continue stay in this world,

doesn't matter who are you and where you live,

as long as you love me I love you, that's enough.

Let's confront the challenge of time.

We want to be the winner, MUST.

Wisely pick the one who you loves and who loves you,

hold his or her hand,

for the rest of your life without regretful.

♥

烦恼很重，

有烦恼的人走路会变慢，

烦恼很轻，

不然不会轻飘飘的睡不着··

烦恼会让人成长，

烦恼是人类最伟大的发明，

而且据说有90%的烦恼，后来都没有发生

每个人都是烦恼界的爱迪生··

- I fucking hate time. It run very fast, I can't even catch it -

I'm not very good in performing myself.

Sorry for that...

FML.

Sincerely apologize.

Ivana Pig Day.

Today's special.

Ivan's birthday, the cutest fat guy in our class :D

Hope you don't mind. =P

Thank you for the fun you gave in our course.

We really appreciate it.

Yesterday's steamboat really fun enough.

Last, Happy Birthday again ''IVANA'' !

The price are scary for yesterday,

about RM6XX!

But, still lose mine :P

RM 85x for my 18th birthday!

Thank you for CPR's celebration.

I think that's the best memory in life!

Hohoho!!

BLEK :P

UNIQLO

Waiting 3 hours for Rebecca's class again.

Went times square, Sungai wang and fahrenheit.

and also UNIQLO.

Testing. Like a aunty. @.@

Bought a blue shirt.

Heard that the cloth over here were very comfortable to wear.

Quite cheap. Only Rm 24.90

:D

Sleep until very sweet ya :D

Always sleep inside Ivan's car.

Late enter class for 30mins.

I expected that Rebecca will keep complain us.

But she's not.

Ha, thanks God.

XP

I'm most sucks person in the world.

I'm a person who really love childhood.

I'm the one who always recall all the childhood.

I'm the one who always paying the more effort than others.

I'm the one who really care about them. And you.

I'm the one who really stupid, I want to give myself a damn.

Out of control was written every pages of my dictionary.

I actually hate myself a lot.

I hate all things that appeared in my life.

I don't know what should I love.

I only know,

I can invite angels sing around me.

I don't trust anymore.

The truth of the human being.

My friends always act very caring, very nice in real life.

When come to different world, they just wanna give you a damn.

That's stupid enough.

I'm not going to do anything. Just want to ketok his kepala.

Everything on the first time will makes everyone very excited,

first thing come on you, you'll just happy until bang the ceiling.

weary is the word to describe after the first time.

We all, as a human being, everyone should have this kind of attitude.

Don't you?

Ya, I think I'm like that too.

I don't know where my heart flew.

I cannot see clearly.

I got a really bad attitude.

I wants people to care about me.

I wants people take the initiative and care about me.

I scare to be the first one, and the stupid one.

I scare to lost something, but I'm not going to take any action when it's losing.

I don't know why I'll think like that, so please don't ask me why.

Just let the angels singing around me.

When I tired,

angels'll hug me,

Angel is the best friend for me now on.

一个苦者对和尚说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”

和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”

苦者说：“可我就偏偏放不下。”

和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，

一直倒到水溢出来。

苦者被烫到马上松开了手。

和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

Play with Cat

Yesterday when I was eating with friends in mamak.

We saw a kitty, can consider as cat also.

I don't even know how to play with cats.

But my friend know,

he teach us.

Damn cute lar this cat.

I love it so much.

Got 1 part I don't record.

It using its one front leg, holding the chair's leg,

and using one front leg catching the straw.

Very cute.

Like using kungfu.

XP

Pasar Malam =3

This is so sweet ♥

I love this !

How dare I bought this in Pasar Malam @@''

臭豆腐

So many people ...

But.. the smells..

really sucks !

XP

3 and half hours AGAIN !

Duhh...

I hate my class.

Almost everyday have to wait for 3 and half hours,

and i cannot back my home,

have to stay until class start.

This is freaking long, man.

Only Jusco can go.

Jusco again? Uhhh...

My friend bought Lady GaGa's album.

He was so excited...

keep showing this...

Padini ! Bought after trying !

Ehh? Both brothers?

Looks like, if didn't mention that face.

:D

Disgusting man.. Wakaka...

That's William's leg, with JooMina's shoe in Vincci...

This 3 person, include me,

was so excited, keep shouting..

" Ahhh !! WL !! SEE THERE ! BE CAREFUL ! "

That zombie really scary ._.

回眸一笑

Haha. That's my stupid idea.

Nice one lar actually =P

Today totally sit on top of lecturer's head,

we totally have fun with lecturer.

She enjoyed too ! XP

WAKE UP !

当一个人真正喜欢你的时候，

他会主动发信息或者打电话给你，

因为他很想你。

他会在乎你的一举一动，因为他怕他随时会失去你。

他看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，

尽管你对他发脾气，他还是忍了。

他会对你说些他的秘密，甚至有些连他最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。

;-目

Lou Ferrigno

I found youuu !

Incredible hulk's actor!

Lou Ferrigno XP

Great Day?

Another great and tired day for me.

I don't know what happened,

just very very tired...

College life really mess me up,

ate a lot of rubbish,

a lot a lot,

still a lot.

This is the result i get in my college life.

Previously,

I only for 58 KG, now already 64.8 KG

This is the result i want, BMI from 17 jump to 21.2,

from underweight to Normal weight.

That's so amazing and awesome !

Now I can start keep fit already,

HOHOHO!!

( Measurement from a machine that inside Jusco )

I love starbucks.

From last Sunday,

I'm addicted with it.

The taste totally different from what i think.

I assumed it's my favorite,

From now on.

Caramel iced blended.

I added a lot of chocolate and vanilla powder.

(After drank, my lips smells like vanilla XP )

♥♥♥

Enjoying with friends

chat on some stupid topic.

♥♥♥

@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

I have to protect my self with using those vicious words.

Have to and force to be.

That's because my friend all were doing the same thing.

That's how we living together.

Booming and shooting each others.

If you don't like,

go ahead,

I'll give you a damn.

Thank you and keep your mouth shut.

Move your ass away.

:)

Please, try to tell me,

if you’re busy on something...

Or else

I taught I done something that made you unhappy.

So, please.

Because I really really very scare,

You’ll leave me alone.

♥

Photo Posting

National Achievers Congress 2011

Crew and staff

Thanks, guys !

You guys really made me learn a lot.

You guys are the best team !

Cheeeeersss !

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Captured when inside CITC discussing group assignment,

but,

3 and half hours,

boring enough...

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Coming days will be very lonely without you.

I felt that,

my world really can't lose your name,

I use my hand to hold tightly.

I use everything to get your heart.

When my head stick on your heart,

it's only a word for me.

Satisfied.

Life can just end now,

I'm very very satisfied for now i have.

Thank you God.

Finally I know you're not joking with me.

Waiting 2012 now...*

I'm finding the picture that captured with the actor,

INCREDIBLE HULK !

Lou Ferrigno !

Where is that picture !!?

;')

我可以在，很痛的时候说''没关系''。
我可以在，难过的时候说''无所谓''。
我可以在，寂寞的时候''哈哈大笑''。
我可以在，绝望的时候说''世界依然美好''。
我只是希望在，我开始抱怨上天吝啬的时候，有个人可以对我说，别太在意，我''心疼''你... ..

人生就是这样！

以前总是很多丢脸的事情，

尽管再怎样让自己丢脸的事情，

都是一些教训，都是些经验，

但都没关系，

只要心是对的，

那就让自己痛快地感受那些经验···

其实人生就是这样！

你当时以为天塌下来的事情，

也只要过个几年再回头看，

就会发现好像也没什么···

有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶··
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮··
直到入到心底最深處··
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼··

我不是你想像總是扮演堅強··
多想讓你知道我也要個伴··
放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣··
單純的把愛情放在你心上··

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢···

就快疯了

* 总是不理我的你，因该在某个远方偷偷地笑我：你很白痴耶！;)

每天梦里打转的满满都是你，

你就快让我疯了。

我真的爱疯了！

但你总是忽略我，总是不理我，

都让我很抓狂。

可那是你的作风。

要是突然之间，

你每天都跟我说话，每天都关注我，

我都不知道该怎么办。

所以你的那个样子，我真的爱死了！

每天的活力，都来自于你的话。

*总觉得太恶心了吧 ··· 靠···

不过，事实如此。

无可否认，我承认。

优势又有一鼓冲动，

真的还想和你告白，但一定失败。

还是算了吧……

Just don't give up, i'll stand behind there and looking on you.

Support you on everything you want to do.

世界上有个如此你爱的人，真的很少。

谢谢你让我爱过你。

（ 别对号入座，;目 ）

爱歌

每首精心挑選，絞盡腦汁填寫的歌，

不管是好聽不好聽，它都有一種神秘的力量。


有的歌是可以讓耳朵享受音樂的美妙，

那有的歌是可以勾起一些記憶，

而還有一些歌也可以讓聽眾感覺一些平常無法感覺的東西，

然而，這些歌似乎都住著​​靈魂，

讓人可以痛苦，傷心欲絕，讓人興奮，高興，還有些更可以折磨人。

折磨人，可能沒聽過吧，

之前看報章說，有個國家的監獄，

是24小時不停地播放讓人煩透心裡的歌，

很煩，聽了會很頭痛，

來折磨那些牢犯。

那樣會讓人徹底崩潰，真的，不騙你。



我從小聽歌很多，托哥哥的福，

聽了很多很多好歌，老歌則是父母影響。

無所事事的時候，都會開來給自己的耳朵一個營養，

聽久時，歌魂會存在我的心裡，

就好像幾年後又聽回的時候，

就有很青澀的感覺，還有勾起一些記憶，

喔~ 那時的我是怎麼的心情，

全部勾起，構成一本無法消失的記憶簿子，

除非歌曲消失，不然這些都不可能會消失。

所以我喜歡聽以前小時候聽的歌。

以前的人，都很喜歡SHE的歌，

我有個朋友，從未婚聽到結婚生子，

還都在聽，這些歌對她來說滿重要的，

陪伴了她10年之久，

那麼久的感情，誰捨得放開？

就是愛歌的我，不嫌棄歌的音樂，歌詞，

因為它們都有靈魂，靈魂也許是唱那首歌的歌手，

也可能屬於世界上某個角落，某個某某。

所以即使討厭那首歌，也不可以批評，

不是你不喜歡，是不適合你，

每個人的生活背景不一樣，

聽覺也可能不一樣，

有的重金屬樂是某個人的最愛，

有的人卻討厭重金屬樂，

各有各愛，

所以请高太貴嘴，即使你很討厭。



每首歌都是我的愛歌，

我的靈魂，唱出我心裡最深最深的地方，

很秘密的地方。

沒有人能感覺，自己最清楚。

口上只能說好！好聽！這首歌好聽！

歌就是有那種力量，別懷疑。

所以就盡量讓一些音樂充滿自己的生活，

以後衰老的時候，聽回還是很經典，

很棒！