Tuesday, September 13, 2011

A hope for you and him.



Everything have several challenges before it come to success.

Well, my Mid Autumn Festival not really goes as what I want,

but it's enough for me, since I'm attempt to do so.

Perhaps the angel want us to be more brave, to be more hardworking for facing these challenges.

Right, my beloved and my dear?

Okay

...

Today,

I make 2 wishes in front of the moon.

I assume that the moon already receive what I wished, hehe.





I don't care, the moon must help me.

My grandpa need your help, he need some blessing from you,

help him.... Please...

other than begging, maybe I can try to do more charity for him.

_/\_

:')

______________________________________







Finally I ate the 1st moon cake!

Thank you, Sushi!

:D

And of course your 4 moon cake for breakfast :)




I love the feel of sleeping while siting.

very blur, forget everything,

and the brain very comfortable...

Just sleep, just fishing with using your head...




BUT,


when the saliva drop down.......

HAHAHAHA!





Monday, September 12, 2011

爸爸的爸爸






你不懂那种感觉。

时间不是一眨眼的快,是你回想起来,才会觉得快。

当初的他,很健康,只是走路一拐一拐的,

还很健康地到园里斩草。

在认为每一天都会像平常那样地过的时候,

晴天霹雳的坏消息震了世界一下,

是震了我的世界。

他病得很严重,在生死入口处徘徊,努力地呼吸。

没有人晓得他是怎样度过在那里每一天的夜晚,

想起都觉得可怕。

眼睛湿湿的,泪水好像滑下几千几万遍,

嘴巴只能动半边,左边瘫痪。


医院的设备糟糕到像是在垃圾堆里的废物,

我不了解这些病人是怎么挨过的,

就连病床看起来就好像随时都会打翻,从高处重重地摔下来

全部都左右不平衡。

里面乱七八糟,

这间医院是要变成仓库了是吧?

我真的无话可说。




曾经健壮,肚子组成一团力量的他,

现在却瘦骨如柴,很无助,很无力地躺着。

我很蠢,他说的每一句,我都觉得很模糊,

尝试回应却惨遭摇头,我的答案不是他想要的。

只用自己的嘴巴乱讲一通安慰的话,祈望自己给了他要的答案。

他好像很满足,很满意。

好像微笑了起来。

我眼眶含泪水地看着,我只能爱莫能助地好好看看他。

帮不到什么,只是能看着他,希望他不会觉得害怕,不会觉得孤独。






要是我们从小能好好照顾自己,那就好了,

不需喝什么酒,吸什么烟,做一些为了一时爽快的事情。

别把自己的身体当玩具玩,辛苦的时候,

你不知道有没有人会愿意了解你,探望你,甚至关心你。


就算是亲戚,也都不是什么东西,也可能不理你。

那时,你就会好好地想··




Wisely when choosing your life, your decision affect your future,

you don't know is that possible will someone care about you,

is better to take care yourself from now on.

That's my lesson today,

and lastly,

I pray for my grandpa,

He's a good person, a kind person, and he din't done anything wrong,

he just love us, love the nature,

God, he will be fine. Am I right?

















I wish you're there,

I wanna hug you when I was inside hospital,

I felt the sadness...

How's the life my grandpa now?

I think he's now sleeping or crying alone in the night, without moving,

is UNABLE TO MOVE.













Monday, September 5, 2011

Love!





'' You pull me out from the hole, and push me to the heaven. ''

I always tell you this.

You're the one who make me feel to continue stay in this world,

doesn't matter who are you and where you live,

as long as you love me I love you, that's enough.

Let's confront the challenge of time.

We want to be the winner, MUST.





Wisely pick the one who you loves and who loves you,

hold his or her hand,

for the rest of your life without regretful.