Sunday, January 29, 2012

''Toxin'' New Year

I get poisonous in this new year,

I can't meet you, your face are unforgotten,

every night I can see the shadow in my dream,

even I really try to forget,

cause of my situation.


I can't do it.

The road in front of me just like the magnet,

it allure my steps,

I really can't control myself.



Always close my eyes and think,

Can I close my eyes,

stop of looking the person makes me feel very suffer.

Can't.

Still can't.


I know why blind people can survive joyfully from every situation and position.



Every steps I have to be prudently and smart,

never ever hurt people anymore.



This new year recall a lots of memories,

but it might continuously a few weeks, or a few months, even one year.

Perhaps forever.


Sorry for the suddenly.

:(




How good if  I can fly,
how good if  I can get your heart,
how good if I don't have to hurt others,
how good if I'm not the person that who am I now.




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